wat really hurt de most, is being so close.

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so true! right nw, nuaing in my BF room blogging. u guys sure wonders.. eh? i tot she and her BF having serious problem? or a brk up? i think this already become a daily activity le. LOL! mayb oso can say not so daily la. just nearly every quarrel will lead to it. well. i guess every relationship haven really stable will like this? if love is strong i dont think anything able to brk a couple up even if is a brk up or watso ever..

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looking at my BF nw i really feel like cuddling with him. but nid to blog 1st xD..

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today is 2nd day of DA YI MA! which i hate de most out of de "WAT SO GOOD BEING A WOMAN?" catagory.. and my back spine really hurt me ALOT. makes me cant even sit or slp properly. T_T double pain during this month. luckily with notti BF care. i MONSTER KILL de pain 1st xD

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saying about monster kill.. trying to get on hands with de DOTA ALL STAR thingy. super stiff with de keyboard. hand isnt fexible with it yet. well.. shall train and prawn my dear! =X *ok its impossible.. he is pro at it*

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this week totally no mood to work everyday. PMS and spine haunting. finally its a weekend already. and i think i earn super less this month. and i so want to go to genting. when my dad didnt even rejects :)) but its 180! kaos.. its like 70 bucks more. CRY*

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只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你