basically.. im a very tit for that person.. how u treat me, i will have de same treatment bak to u even if i noe its isnt right to do. but i wouldnt care.. BUT definitely not to de 1 i love.

already say is de 1 u love. no matter how bad he/she treats me.. i will still treats him/her as a friend or a close 1. and for blood relations. also occurs too la.

saying about this. i really do feel eyes can talk. beside lying.. simply look into his/her u will somehow noe wat they trying to mean or tell u. i dunno issit bcoz im sensitive towards surrounding. even if is lil action.. i noe wat u r trying to hint. my 6 sense can still consider kinda true..

sometimes i really dislike this family of mine. but im somehow oso happy for having such family. LOL!! ok la.. mayb family le ma. the words they use didnt really think thru properly. so always hurting each other.. esp bcoz of money. but mine..

can really say is bias. 1 case. even though sounds small. but actually im not happy about it.

theres 1 day. dad bought bread for my breakfast. and my DIDI keep wanting to eat bread. without hesitation de MOM just take de bread for him. when my dad saw it.. its already been tear apart and bitten. wat more can he say?

and dinner.. nw granny only cook during weekend. so SHE started to cook daily on weekdays. when im home.. she nv even bother to ask am i eating or not? so they just happily having their rice outside like im a outside renting a room from them tats all.


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tats why i would really like to have family love from friends or BF. but always fail. no matter how hard i tried. theres always a corner eye looking at me doubting on my action. that depress me.

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alight gtg work le. ciao*