Every couple have their unique love story that only both of them share.

I have my very own love story too. even though its a short period. but the up and down we've shared, its definitely more den wat u guys have expected (:

if you wish to know wat happen. u can continue to read. if u dont bother. u can just shut it off. (:

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We started last year which is 2007. We knew each other online through a game name Audition. i guess lots of ppl playing it and lots of ppl knew this game too.

at tat time audition is quite a hot game after maplestory. the moment of time i've already quited maple. and still kinda noob to Audi. i still remember meeting him at a room for Battle Party. at tat time i just learned de chancing mode. [u got to press de opposite arrows instead of de arrows they have shown u] so i started to score alot more higher den others coz im still at de novice lvl.

and happen to come in a guy name himself 'Fantasia' keep scoring higher den me. and so happen we nearly score about the same. as my own characteristics. i just love to aim higher den others when im capable. so i kept my cool and kept playing to win him.
actually sound kinda childish la. but de very moment im super high ok! LOL..

and he started talking. he said; "i can lose to anyone but not to xhUrhUrx" ok so! tats me. so haha we started to add each other on buddy list. so i can have more frens for battle party to win MONEY. we have totally no intention of anything like others are. [theres lots of despo ppl online]

so we started to casual chat. like where is he studying and etc.. when de moment i know his age i come str8 to mind saying.. "u must call me jiejie liao" coz he is a yr older and he is guessing my age too. but he ans me str8 tat he dont want any JIEs.

anyway i dont mean to be his JIE also! coz wat i meant is tat im older den him tats all =X so we exchange our msn. but i didnt add him str8. like i said. no intention after all.

suddenly 1 day. [my off day] i happen to clearing out my table desk. i saw him email. den i rmb of adding him. so i added. friendster too i think? cant rmb.. we chatted super lil i rmb. coz im too busy with work and he is busy with his studies too. but i rmb him saying if my company nids ppl. he would wanna help out coz he is having holidays soon. so i keep it mind. and my company really nid ppl. so i left him a off line msg on MSN including my HP no.

So... he msged me saying tat he would like to come for interview and so..
We arranged! and we met ((: i rmb its a Saturday.

OK! no joke ah. de 1st moment i saw him i was like. WA! TALL =X and he wear super anyhow la! 3 quartz and slipper! LOL..

so i brought him into de room for interview, and i went off for my lunch brk. but i dunno why i turn back again. so i went in to accompany him.

anyway he told me he blushes. but i totally dont rmb he blushes. i only rmb, he told me tat BUTA aka pork in jap sounds like PUN TEH aka girls private part in indian. den i was like?? LOL! u 1st time meet girls den u pun teh le! but tat didnt effects me. until he hits my head coz i kept shooting him with words. LOL! but i muz really agree about something. He is really very cute. [but not now!] LOL! den after tat he told me he going to have revision in sch. so he left. leaving his BOOKS there when he left. so is obvious he is NOT interested in de revision la! LOL.. i said to him tat. and again he hits my head. [softly]

i dunno why i blush and heart beat super quick. i must confess saying. im de 1 who sms him 1st after de meeting. frankly speaking.. he didnt really woo me. coz he didnt manage to.

i rmb theres 1 day he wanna drop by my work place to bring me off work. he even end his brother meeting to fetch me. but too bad. i was release early tat time! LOL..

i dunno why i feel special sparks towards him. i rmb theres 1 day i feel super devastated. i called him. he was on train and im crying. he harsh me down. i noe all guys will harsh a girl down. but he sang to me tat day. " Guardian Angel "

i felt so so much relived and enlighten. and i think my feelings started to grow and i told him. i guess he has touch me. de hitings de singing. coz im kinda immune towards love already actually. as de previous relation hurts me kinda deep. so i take kinda long to realise my feelings for him.. but i did tell him how i feel. and he told him how he feels too. we got tgt on de 9th of December 2007.

but the moment of time i was kinda sian! coz he nid to fly to Australia for a week when we just got tgt for less den a week la! but we able to keep this bond till he is back. ((: and disaster starts coming in to pull us down. even brk us up.

lots of third party and wrong doings. he hurt me super deep during de start. until mid den started to calm down. i dont wish to mention all those unhappy days. coz its past. and the JunWen i noe right nw is so so much better den de 1 he used to be.

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HIM

after saying so much. i still didnt mention wat kind of person is he..

Frankly speaking. he is really not the kind of guy im looking for. Main factor. he has been too pamper at home. He came from a single parent family same as me. but is different case. His dad past away 2 yrs after i noe him. he is de only son in the family. [ya heavy burden for him] so do i got to face alot of things. i got to handle his sensitive mom. about his mom. his mom is a 100% MOTHER. very very caring, meticulous and over sensitive. super protective towards her family. esp de son. SO! i always get confronted by his mom. like i received sms from his mom saying this and tat, that hurts my feelings. i always cried to him saying how much i couldnt take it anymore. i wanna end it. saying why he so useless making his mom and gf keep worrying. AS for guys. which guy like to known as useless? He is just so nice. he harsh me down, explains to me. apologize for his weakness and talks softly to me and his mom.

i oso muz agreee tat whenever i nid him. is either he is sleeping or totally unknown tat there is incoming call from me. i did blame him always. as my temper is super hot. i always scold him like he have no tml. but he still always apologize for his behavior and return me de care.

he is a guy who can hide he feelings super well. he can throw everything aside and goes to bed without worrying about later on. which i really admire it de most. but oso hurt me de most. he can be up sad, jealous, angry without letting me noe. but he oso dont know tat he have a "know him too well" GF tats me! i always see thru him. but sometimes i see wrongly. LOL. and ya. i always like to jealous about his ex. keep having those kind of unfair feeling.

but i always and never noe. he loves me de most. he change for me de most. he dotes me de most.

a man full of freedom, full of rights. he gave it up for de girl he loves. and de stupid me always thinks it wasnt enuff.

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BF,
time and time. i always wanted to say to u, explain to u, shout it out to u. How great r u. but my tongue just shut me up. so i just pads u and saying how nice u r in my heart. coz i just wanna keep it all to myself. de greatness in u. is no1 can replace. u may not be de my wanted guy. u may not be de 1 who can sacrifice for me de most. but you are de 1 who i really love de most in my 20 yrs life.

Dear.. rmb wat we always say. God made us tgt. we seen it, we know it. Coincidence. we cant avoid. this path is build for me and you to walk on. Dear. Hold on my Hands and walk with me. i know u will always hold on to me when i fall or im tired. so do i. Dear. I love You.