WEEEEEEEE! im backk.. guess i've lost alot of readers. haha. nvm~ xD watch money not enuff2 twice and watched MUMMY yst. mummy was great. but too bad was at de front 2 row. abit zzz. plus de ah tiong beside me SIBEH KP. so noisy la. nv noe their sound limits =.=

had lots of happening things going on ever since the day i last blog. so mayb i shall skip all tat and start from tml onwards ((:

oh ya, anyone nid part time job? *scratch head* why my work place always lack of staff.. haha ok 1st month 5.50 2nd month 7.50~ job environment ok if u dont step into de politics. and my exams r nearer and nearer..



well, we got back tgt again. hais.. 7 days, 5 days small quarrel 2 days big quarrel. mayb our relationship is really meant to quarrel to be tgt. tats de way we show care? but sometimes i really dont understand wat guy wants. they say they wants u to be happy. but in other hand, they kept doing things making u upset and disappoint u. and they only thing they reply is " why u girls expect so much from us " or " i didnt noe doing tat is rong " or " u girls always right la "

why their mind only can think of this kind and not furthermore? and when they lose her. they started to think le. and finally realize wat is not given.. humans instinct? cherish is b4 losing it doesnt applies to humans i guess. my boy is just so so inconsistent tat i always kind of doubt his love and thinking. he wanna be simply. but he dont give me a simple thinking. i just wanna noe wat he wants. wat he really nid. i really dislike de feeling things been doing behide my back. totally have no sense of security. and i nid a ensure feeling towards this love. not when brk up we cry telling each other hw much we nid each other. is to show me in de process of love. not when ending. whenever i see ur inconsistent, ur back doings. makes me always wanna back off and feelings fade automatically.

i agree im 50% more sensitive den other girls. but tats born in me to see things clearly coz im nearly living in my own world for 10 over yrs already. i dont have a mom and my dad nids to work. i nid to protect myself so i nid to be sensitive.

oo well, i guess i should stop saying. dunno why all my relationship just cant smooth. hais..

i go watch my tang xin feng bao le.