weee~ im like missing in action for very long. have been busy working during this two weeks. not much of time to blog oso.

recent updates..

HAPPENING.

one of my beloved hamster is dead. )): 1 of de female i dote de most have been attacked by another female yesterday while i was at work. by de time i saw her. she is so so weak tat she can hardly breathe and kept crying. she was gone today at 3.15AM. had just buried her nearby. Rest in peace my baby..






RELATIONSHIP.

have been quarreling with my BF almost everyday. quarreling have been my part and parcel of my life right nw. ya truely both of us r very tired of quarreling already. and to be frank.. he is no more longer tat sweet to me already.. which makes me keep anyhow think. but actually i noe wat is de reason. its just we already use to have each other by side. dont have to be sweet always. and more ourselves already. i guess this is de time u started to see each other true selfs? i've no idea.. feelings is just so hard to understand. it can be this min or next min thing. no 1 can solve it. and i definitely noe guys r much more blur blocks den girls. but my expectation always keep tat high.

sometimes i really blame myself. so wat i come from a single parent family. i cant just expect everything from my BF to give it to me. but simply i can resist myself. i just nid attention. and i really do nid him only. but he always dont give himself to me. i just cant have him when i needed someone.

i just couldnt understand. bcoz me myself oso couldnt get de ans from myself. so i chose to keep quiet and want him to hug me tight. but his satellite just couldnt receive my signal. bcoz we still not heart to heart yet. sometimes i really do wonder, r we really meant to be tgt? r god fooling us? punishment? i really dunno.





WORK.

well, my manager is bak from jap. and nw whole work place is simply chaos. bcoz of ah tiongs. just this pathetic couple came to join us. our work place is simply full of swearing everyday. just so so F dirty ok. we name them de BB's club. bitch and bastard.


and i certainly miss yoshinari who came from jap to replace DH. he is superb can. esp his onigiri. i've some fotos of him and me with work mates. ((: and random fotos enjoy~




sushi i've made for BF 2 weeks ago (:


vivo girls toilet =.=



VIVO us~!


BF opening eye slping tortoise.



i force him to take xD. and he style it for me ((:



the onigiri tat YOSHINARI san made for me ((:


"Tentoumushi" ladybug in JAP. said from kikuchi tat 7 spots r lucky. so i kept him ((: b4 tat jimmy throw it into my cloth water. and it went swimming xD.


im just so ugly during work. but anyway im happy having them. so i muz SHOW!!
but missing xiaohan and xing yue )):


tat JANIO anyhow snap me while im drinking melon sprite.


YOSHINARI and KIKUCHI


JIM and NARI ((: they r short =x!!!


SASAKI de extra =.=


US


SASAKI and JIM


(:


NARI and XING YUE =X!


TAKURO. he is sort of handsome de. OOPS! later BF angry xD
tats why i put as last pic. HAHA!!


CYA !!!!!!!!!!!!