gona blog den slp le. tml working 9-6.. yawnns~

work as usual.. celebrated XY and DH leaving of santouka. DH our gm going bak japan for his japan visa. XY is leaving de company to get rdy for her NTU life. soon another 3 girls gona leave too. im all alone by tat time and bully by those ah tiongs )):

poor lil BF had high fever. doc says is viral infection. he is getting better. but notti him. come down to fetch me off work today just to see me. THX BF. no more next time k.
he is dead tired i can see. slept for 3 hrs plus already. guess i cant wait for him to be up. coz i nid to work tml. let him have more rest ba. only worry he slim down. coz he haven had dinner yet. poor him..

and im working on SAT. 6-10.. gona let BF have sometime on his own which he long wanted i guess. mayb he will be happier tat way. am i getting immune? i have no idea. am very lost..


我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过

mayb he nids them alot.. he nid lots of attention. i nid too. bcoz of u, im avoiding lots of communication and sorts. but he simply cant. he just nid them. them... im afraid of walking away. i feel like turning bak..

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得

loving u. being ur gf. do my part..
is really all worthwhile JunWen