yesterday was terrible. misunderstandings keep occuring. till im totally lost and bodyache. just couldnt describe de pain.

actually intended to slp and forget about it. but i can really feel a super huge stone pressing against my chest. its like i wanna cry out without a sound. just keep aching and tearing.

BF left me all along for half a day. was terrible. we had endless quarrels and misunderstanding. he was being stubborn for not calling me. i was being stupid waiting for him to call. both of us didnt giv up our stubborness till midnight. altough we always quarrel. but hahas. we dont quarrel over a day. theres always good and bad day de la. if always good. i think we wont noe wat is GOOD already. (: with BF de love and softness given by him. i bet myself couldnt resist from being tgt with him.

he is really de best of de best in my heart. de nicest and most understanding BF.

BF, 1 day without ur "MUACKS" i just couldnt go to bed. im too use to ur night kisses. 1st i would like to apologise to ur grandpa for cooking my dinner and i didnt turn up. 2nd i wanna apologise to u. BF, sry for not trusting u. sry for doubting u.

也许是越在乎
越会彼此的伤害
这样的爱情
又算是什么

BF, i will handle with this problem of mine. Im sry. I love u very much bf. very much ...