good news! i've a monster son name JIZEL ((:

i've decided! im gona win u back! i dont care whether u r tired already or gona give me up! im gona hold on real tight and let u forget about what is "TIRED". i will always rmb wat i told myself. i gave u de jacket is bcoz i've decided to adpat to everything u do and u r! bcoz tats ur nature! i noe whenever wat i say or wat. always comes out diff. but tats me. i just loves to nag and nag! bcoz im a woman!

is not that i wanna leep calculating those Pokercards. is bcoz 我真的很在乎你. sensitive to everything u do. sensitive to anything u say. sensitive even when u just glance thru some1. i noe hw i make u feel. but trust me. u r still de 1 who shine in my heart and eyes. and rmb wat i say. watever i do or say is just to gain ur attention. strictly no harm. i just nid ur care and attention. i noe watever u do u just trying to stay out of trouble. but telling me isnt means staying out of trouble. but is letting me noe u care so much about this problem.

i noe watever u do is totally for my own good. but sometimes i over react to certain things and leaded me to losing temper. im sry. de problem with us is tat i always over react and u dont. reflecting to de past and things we do. i just couldnt deny god really plan us to be tgt. i really dont wanna lose u. heart to heart link, poker cards 4 cards, de holding on and giving in, the madness, the anger, the sweetness, the tears and most importantly no matter wat both of us did. we r still very happy being tgt.

quarrels keep coming in daily. nv 1 day get smooth for the past. but we endure for so long le. belive it and it will stable down 1 day. i noe u worrying about army, ur career, ur future. if u r willing. im totally willing to accompany u all along. "要做梦, 才会梦想成真". i will keep dreaming de. GAMBATEH HAZEL! ((: