just got home after work. BF went to fetch me. thx bf. ur supportive smses. ur warm and caring voice makes my day brighten up. was kinda tough. 1 person doing 2 to 3 person job. even though is tiring. but for de sake. i muz gambateh. why ppl able to take it why cant i? JIAYOUS HAZEL.








well, sometimes i just couldnt understand. i really dont. i changes, i improve. but why am i still hurting myself. sometimes i just on music loudly and cry. i feel so much better after tat. i save, i go hungry. just to have a good meal with u. i can go hungry for tml. i dont mind. coz i just wanna spent some time with u on something.

im really stress. im really tired. bills haven settled yet. and this job kinda drives me crazy. no words can describe de job scope. after a tiring job. noeing bf is there to fetch me. i shud be happy. but im not. i force myself to smile. but just couldnt. its pain i just couldnt say it out why. i really dunno why.

BF
if u really feeling tired. bored. sick. unhappy. stressing daily. im ready to let u go. just let me know when. i dont mind. i rather let u go. coz i noe u will be happy. at least i wont get reply saying tat ur feelings for me is fading off or so.

i really do love u very much. tat i sacrifice everything just for u. i willing to endure everything and (: just for u. just for u. whatever i do, does. is just only for u.