YAWNS! tired after work. not enuff staff today. 5 of us to run the show. busy yup busy. tml oso going to die too. but luckily im working 9-3. no body gona snatch places in bus tml morning with me xD coz its a public holiday. only poor thing like us. SERVERS nid to work. but i dun mind actually. $$$ sake.

yesterday was still ok. watched forbidden kingdom. 2/5 sushi! i dun like de show. and find it kinda boring. plus cathay confiscated my COOKIE. >=( and yesterday was a super moody day. tuesday day blues ~_~ bought 4 pair of socks and 2 t-shirt for myself. and 1 polo T for BF. i noe he likes it (: and i'm happy.

i guess i will have lesser off day. so i can have more money and no nid to budget myself. 2nd, let BF have more time for himself. and i think i nid to be more open minded right nw. and i will i guess.

well, i guess i got to control BF lesser and be more not so easy jealous. like, let him do his things freely without letting me noe. no nid to accompany me so often and etc. or shud say is time to let go and let him walk himself. cant keep holding his hands while walking. he is growing up. cant keep tieing. and im gona promise myself. TARGET! within a month or LESS. im gona cancel my temper OFF my character list. i dont wan this skill anymore.

and nowadays i keep seeing couples. as in guys have rather funny taste. and those lucky girls didnt cherish de those GOD like guys. so does guys. didnt cherish rare LADYS oso.

WAT HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD. ~_~