having some bad and past memories thru mind. its just keep bothering me. and im going mad already. problems keep nv ending for me. i dont think i can be tat strong anymore. im bursting soon. why i just keep hiding my own feelings. when ppl can go around emoing. but simply i just cant emo. coz i will go mad. theres just 1 2 3 4 5 6 ... etc problems going thru my mind.

had some poke cards thingy running in me right nw. somehow true. somehow sucks. and i wanna thanks BF mom for buying me those bai feng wan. BF bought me 1 box. his mom got me 6 box! LOL and BF mom is out to japan but coming back soon.

sometimes i really cant stand ur hack care feelings anymore. i nid to be pamper and be care for. which i needed most at this period. im tired of having wild guessing game with ur mind. very tired of guessing wat mind is thinking and wants. can u just tell me str8 from nw oon?

im brking down soon