still very tired right nw. but not sure why couldnt slp anymore.

yesterday went to book tickets ler. will be cfm leaving at 28 feb back on 1march.~ and still haven buy my new yr bag nor any new Ts. anyone able to pei me today to shop again?

at this moment of time. i simply super hate this family. sometimes i feel simply cast out. and i work hard sometimes just to foot de bill for home. but in de other side, i dont feel love from family. she dont even nid to wash clothes, cook, do hsework, serve my dad well, share the same bed as my dad, buy food for home cooking oso dun nid her to pay. and getting 100 every week just like this. this family HAS enuff of money to look after, why am i not studying and stuck in this kind of family. and why am i only having 5 bucks per day for sch when total up is even lesser den 50bucks per week. i really nid to cry it out u noe. why just no1 simply understands wat i nid and wat i wan. and why no1 bothers to ask me wat i actually wants. why no1 suddenly willing to sit down with me just to share my feelings. why~? i really really hope to MIA for a few months and be on my own somehow someday~

my aunty father in law just passed away. life is just really so fragile. this min mention he sick. next min he passed away ler..

is this wat we call life?~~