Happy Chinese New Year!

Finally free to blog xD. gonna blog random stuff, too much things happen. Anyway this yr hongbao money DECREASE! ahh.. so sadd.. anyway im addicted to motorola K3! omg.. is sooo nice..

yesterday went for steamboat at someone hse. hmm, din turn out well for me. so much misunderstand nid to clear.

watched just follow law. hmm, nice show. but story line abit lame` -.-

suddenly feel like buying alot alot of things! but just cant get wat i wan really.. and i having sleepless night since 2 weeks ago. fren told me bcoz i has xin shi. which i feel theres nth. den suddenly i feel that, is not dont haf. is just that i dont wish to think about it. and is trap in my heart. and is a very big space.

i always tot i can forget it. but if i put it aside. this is wat will happen. sleepless, lost of appitite and so.. and i notice CNY tat day, went to relative hse to bai nian, i din touch all the food. or can say i onli ate their sweets and drinks thats all. thats not me, i usually touch all the food! coz my relative always haf nice new year goodies.

i can even starve myself without food, and i dont feel hungry. each time i start to eat, esp when alone. i feel like crying. that problem aint big. but why is it such a virus to me. its like i nid to reformat myself. i even feel like ending my life. and i start to think things link here and there..

im a failure in love