nw i noe keeping things inside ur heart is so suffering. im like a balloon rite nw` and someone keep pumping air into it.. gona burst soon` stop imagining things are so hard. once theres no trust or jealousy`

just wtf happen to mi` so many bad thoughts and unhappy things keep running through my mind. mayb i really scare of losing u.

sometime i really wanna hide a corner to cry` tat time on de way bringing didi to injection` dad say wanna shift hse` u noe those hse with a extra room at de end of de kitchen? he says he gona let mi slp there. den he, de woman and kang kang can live together. i hear liao feel so pain` is he meaning wat he say? or just all a joke?

i feel like leaving this hse and nv turn back..