it has been decade yrs since i last blogged. so much things happened recently... i shall start from yesterday 1st..

went to watch sinking japan.. haha.. is veri kuah zhang la.. but lots of shocking moments. i gif it 4 stars out of 5.

ya, everyone noe my didi is back.. which means more burden to my dad.. i noe he is tired la.. who dont? leaves de hse everyday at 6 and reach home after 7 sometime even 11 plus at nite` and de wife just keep complaining about looking childrren is tired.. and 2 days ago dad just slap kang kang.. coz he dun wanna slp at midnight.. just wanna play. and noisy >.< so de wife started like nagging? and dad told her.. " passport is with u, u wanna go back anytime u wan oso can.. i dun nid u at all. i work so hard everyday bcoz of wat? u r not de onli mother in this world.. u dun haf to cook or do hse work.. dun even nid u to do de laundry.. u onli wash abit of kang kang shirt and u r complaining.." i nearly cried after hearing wat he say..
haha.. kangkang is really notti u noe.. veri tempremental.. plus he cry without tears always!

suddenly i open two window` 1 is explorer another is mozilla.. i found out tat my blog looks totally different!! my background arent there?? can someone tell mi? O_O? is this whole page background white? if yes.. i nid to repair ler` -.-"

yesterday had a short quarrel with dear. im started to like.. just wanna step back each time we quarrel.. he simply dun understand mi.. ya me too T.T why must error happen when this relationship already started for so long? cant god just make this couple together and nv seperate again? why muz he let everyone to go thru pain? or this is life should be? everyone here is to complete mission den off they go? i bet in life.. the greatest pain is seeing ur love ones goes and nv turn back.. breaking up? die? nw i noe why monk r not suppose to get involved with any love love thing.. coz love is full of problems.. hw to haf a clear mind when u r in a relation? or should i say it.. everyday, everyone is thinking of something and it leads to quarrel or even break up.. just bcoz de person get a unsatisfy ans? or everything has already been planned?

can someone teach me hw to let ur precious noe tat he/she is important? and u love them alot?
no nid action? just de heart? no use.. girls easy to tear in relation.. so often guys feel tat.. "haiya, this oso not 1st time she cry.. hw i noe she is heart ache or wat? aiya her hobby la" dear told mi b4.. when someone really heart ache.. u dun even nid to think of crying.. ur tear will just flow out silently..

i guess.. if i stop crying tat day.. is de day im giving up.. or im i too tired to cry? i really duno.. suddenly turn back this story and re read again.. this love arent suppose to be there.. but faith made it there.. is completely veri natural.. i think this whole post simply wont link.. coz im just think wat and i type wat.. and nw im thinking alot of things..