im tired of ma life each and everyday.. quarrels and quarrels.. dun even haf a peace 1 day.. and i find tat he really just throw mi aside just bcoz he is bored. but when he has things to do.. im just simply a extra..

went out to alot of places just nw.. leg cramp like mad.. bought a small bottle of vodka.. lemon flavour.. coz wanna keep de bottle.. glurp down half a bottle just nw. guess im glurping down another half later on. if not i keep thinkking unnessary things.. plus he is not even beside mi nw.. neither on msn nor fone.. im down..

im moodless everyday.. he say im unhappy.. im not.. is just bcoz u always like to throw mi aside. can let mi noe tat im important ma.. PLEASE. can i just die.. so i can dun think about anything anymore..