tuning in into Endless Sorrow By Boa`

another day pass le~ din get good slp yesterday nite~ kept thinking and thinking` made him angry yesterday nite~ gona mad after he logout~ settle myself near 3am~ just cant stop crying, i just simply misses him so much.

and this idiot menses cramp wont stop hurting me~ did nth much today~ changed my own bed sheet` cooked maggie for dad~ me simply has no appitete for anything. and i've slim down 5kg! argh~ i dun wan~! lOls`

i wonder why cant girls manage to wait 3 months for their bf to be out of army? recently just knew tat my fren been dump by de gf~

just 1 month~! de gurl fall in luv with another guy~ HW can it be so fast? and nw my fren keep blaming girls r useless! no they r not~! is u met the correct gurl anot` haha!

bois r flirty too~ >.< ugli bois do flirt. but ugli gurls cant flirt~ so i cant flirt~ =X HAHA` and i wont flirt~ my daddy alway say` is best to let ppl flirt u den u flirt others~ same goes to let ppl love u more den u love them~

so excited~! birthday coming` kekes~ 18 le~ grown up le` YAYS! 13 more days` bleahx`

my fren called me say tat she cried bcoz of my previous posting~ it dun happen on her she cried~ and it happen on me` so wat should i do? still past my days as normal~ hw much i cry, hw hurt m i` i onli noe it myself~ so i dun intend to cry anymore~ coz no one will comfort u, and no one noes hw hurt u feels. the onli things they say is dun think too much. u will get back together again~

this sentence said by u guys is no use~ bcoz u all arent him~ is like congratz u lvl 70~ wont make my happi` but just his simply gratz` i feel so happi~

or can someone tell me? wat is love? hw to noe u love him alot? and why m i hurting so much. brk is such a powerful word~ so powerful tat u can bring a person to death~ den why god still make this word~ why cant just made de couple together and forever. why muz he bring fate into de world? i did cherish him~! but why god dun let me cherish him LONGER? why~!

nw i noe why nu er need sleeping pills~ bcoz she dun wish to think of those hurtful things~ yar, face de truth` is so hurt~ so painful~