suddenly everything went off thru my life~ so sad and down this few days~ but i warn myself b4~ u must get up urself, bcoz no 1 is guiding u rite nw~ and it mayb forever u wont met him again~ is just like a fairytale dream to me. so sweet and lovable~

but ending, it turn to be a horror story. struggle myself to wake quickly` so much words from his mouth hurt deeply into my heart. i can onli re think and re think wat he say and change for de better. he is rite. if we r meant to be together. we will be~

sometime i really wish i could just slp and nv be awake, coz i dun wish to face this truth. but, is already been de truth. face it den. i cant run forever~

nw i onli can look into our pic saying i miss u dar. tok to my pet which is his ign. smile at him when he is singing in my hp video clip. but definetly i feels that he is much happier nw. im happy for him too. at least he show me tat letting him go is rite.


*wind just blows and leaf jus fall onto de grd.
leaf has been blows off and wind started to be lonely~

i nv think of being in love again, once im in love with him
i nv noe i love him so deeply, bcoz of deeply i love him the rong way.

from where i started , i drop from where i started.
pls forgive me for loving u the rong way.
even though i noe we will not be together again. *


time and time i read thru our sms~ from the started we knew each other and we brk up. 500 of sms~ i onli can cried inside my heart.

each time i sms u since we brk up, too use of typing dear. just wish tat i can send out and get reply saying u wish to hear me calling u dear again. but i chose to cancel and send ur name` i cant bear to change de back grd of our pic, cant bear to change ur name from my hp. no 1 noes.

each time i c those ss we taken, tears start to fall. so much of memories. and to forget u, i need billion of yrs. i love u so much. just so much.

Holding your hands
I won’t fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it’s cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .