yOz` im back to blog~ sat so dam tired~ work from 9 to 9~ den sunday 9 to 3~ went home to see madagascar dvd~ veri cute and furni show~ love de small squirrel so much~ but kind of no ending de le~ den intend to meet dear up at esplanade~ coz his there to accompany yong siah~ but had a small quarrel with dear~ he really make me dam mad lor~ but everything is fine~ he explained to me~ and i cant blame him too~ went there around 9 plus le~ kianhua, milton and aldric there too~ milton say veri long no see` haha~ kianhua hair so nice sia~ den the stall there got a new gal~ aldric say she veri buay ba~ tok to me like noe me veri well sia~ "hi, wat is ur name" "i call hazel, you?" "erm, i call elieen. u noe how to use straw and fold heart shape?" "ya" "can u help me? anyway i m 19yrs old" den i fold lor. den she say why i fold so fast` -..-" she oso told me tat she is bedok ite. haha~ anyway, she is friendly~ but abit scary~ after de esplande thing~ we went to safra to play snooker~ on de way there de time we at 600 billard center there de 7-11 buy thing to drink` i saw a balloon floating~ yar, balloon do float` but is floating at my HEIGHT!!! it float den fly up and down~ down on de ground den again my height~ den dear, kianhua and mil decide to try de peekaboo~ which is de [ the eye 10 ] 1 of de method~ but they see nth~ i dun dare, coz my luck dam low~ den we just leave de place hack care lor~ den i came across de hospital~ as in de free clinic~ i saw someone stand at de toilet there~ but i turn back again~ there was no one!!! argh! i clam myself down~ den play snooker lor` around 1.30 we leave de place le~ of coz dear bring me hm~ coz is midnite!! den kian hua they all go makan~ but i wanna go home~ coz i dam tired le~ haiz

another 11 days is my birthday le~ so happi to turn 17~ =] hoping to turn 21 soon~ so much things to do when i get to 21~ next year when my birthday~ on de 18 of june i wanna to get into black with dear and aldric~ if not everytime see they planning~ oso none of my busniess de~ humpf`

msg to dear~
yesterday saw de cut on ur hand really hurt me deep inside my heart~ din noe u will do tat bcoz of me~ all along i onli tot i will do this on my hand~ but i found out u r de same as me too~ u haven been slping well ever since this few weeks~ i wont leave you~ i will love you and stay with you forever~ now u finally noe how pain de hurt is~ but i can take this pain for 2 yrs and a half~ veri soon it will turn to 3 yrs~ i agree i cant take it already~ but cant u see tat i m still taking this pain~ time and time i'm pushed by u to other guys~ do u like it if i do this to u? we hav gone thru up and down for this 2 yrs~ i cant say is long yrs~ but is hard to mantain lor~ with ur temper and mine~ we can manage such a long way~ arent u happi? stop hurting urself and go haf a good sleep~ and stop imagining things which is not true~ i love you now and forever~