he wanted a break up~ wat's more can i say` he hate being scold` i hate he being this way~ is certainly unfair~ is raining now` is tat my tears~ i really duno` is not his fault~ is juz tat mayb our fate is up` continue to cry wunt solve de problem~ so i am not crying~ let de heaven lead de way~ if is really gona be de end~ we cant even be together fer 2 yrs and 4 months~ another 6 more days~ and our destiny is up~ i cant lie to myself fer not crying~ i juz cant control my tears` that's all~ is tat means i am losing or me being hurt deeply? we r breaking up so often nowadays~! is this a signal? i dun dare to think` tat moment i think tat i am the most lucky person in de world` bub de next min~ telling me so tat i am losing everything now~ i am going off to bed~ if i would nv be awake~ plz nv wake me up~ i wanna leave this worldz~