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20/4

dIn gO tO sCh! mEet deAr fEr lunCh, aCtualli decide to accompany to polyclinic` bub end up dun wanna g0` so i went to his hse~ sp0tted something! actualli all de while he has been hacking into my friendster acc~ i m n0t angry~ bc0z i noe he care~ bub i still intend to change my pass! to wat i noe tat i am angry about is he lied to me again!!! why muz u always lie~ of c0z i am not happi la~ till his sis is back~ my face is still tat black l0r` den we leave de hse c0z i need to work~ reach interchange, we walk to de basement cofy shop to haf a drink~ bub i am showing attitute all de way! *c0z i am from de atitude gang~ showing tat no rong ma* den we sti down~ he say" i noe u got things to say, juz say it out la" den i say "why not u say, coz i haf nth to say [coz i dun wan anything to happen, so i rather i suffer it in me]" bub at last he force till i say` so i juz push everything out~ and he is furious! he say he dun haf his own space, freedom and so on! so i juz shout saying tat he is complaining everything izzit! den we qaurrel so much till all of sudden he say break up~ den i was like "fine, this time is from ur mouth" den i keep on drinking my pepsi in front of me~ pull out my mp3 c0z dun wish to think of anything~ bub u noe wat` once i took out is "an jing from jay" i was like fuck sia~ den quickly change to techno! i noe my tears is flowing! so i quickly drank it up and i *walk off* i cant belive is i walk off 1st! my mind was like thinking! dun look back dun look back! and i really din look! i juz walk stright out and haf my smoking session near there~ siting there alone i noe i will cry` coz i cannot be alone by myself~ i will think lotsa of stuff~ den came a ite guy sitting beside me smoking too~ he gif me a face tat i will approach him fer number! wait long long sia! my heart onli haf *HIM* is around 5.05 ba~ bub i work at 6` 5.45 den reach oso can de~ bub i go lor~ went there early to slack~ cry quietly in de locker room~ try to tahan la~ den all of sudden my fone rang~ is my mrt ring tone~ so is a msg~ so i quickly look at it~ is from him` he say, he wish me good luck and find a good boy friend~ i quickly rang him up~ bub something like blocking me la` bub he recives my 2 sec call` and he called back~ i asked where is he~ den he say with water and is near me~ i tot is garden, den i ask again~ he say he is at de place where got something look like him~ so i rush there~ bcoz i noe where is it~ is beside kfc de small lil, so call "garden" de place~ tat is near crystal jade de oso~ there is a statue tat i say look like him b4~ once i reach there~ he asked me to go work~ i was like wtf` i rush here panting and he ask me back again~ den alot of stuff~ and we patch up` saying to each other tat we dun bear to leave each other~ holding both hands tight! so i walk back to work` and so happi u noe~ after he fetch me home` tat is all for tat day`

21/4

din go to sch~ meet dear to see doc` and doc say he mayb having lungs problem! *crying* haiz`finish around fer 2 hrs` went home to change! and go to his sch to get de cd~ his sch nice la~ bub i did not regret not choosing tat sch~ bcoz i noe a bunch of dam good frens! de atitude gang! sitting 2 hrs, thru and flow` juz fer a cd~ den meet up yong siah and kian hua at kuofu` coz i and boy having dinner there` and kian hua was like listening to my mp3, and he sings! so loudly!!! omg! bub they wanna go crc` bub i dun wan to go~ so i called my dad to fetch me` and boy wave me and dad goodbye lor~ tat is all`

22/4

went to sch to slack` coz of de presentation~ coz i cant last min run away~ after sch went to town with my gang! saw jeff!! and so on~ din take foto with them~ coz i am not into them~ u wanna see den u go to moi gang link~ *go to gen de*[ http://teenyweenie.blogspot.com/] her blog will abit lag` coz lots of fotos~ den pei gen to borders to buy her fav book` bub no stock and so on~ after tat to hereen` where we spotted jeff and chan xiu li` autogragh fotos and so on~ lol` and we bought a badge fer our gang! there got 5 badge` and we had 5 on tat time~ actualli wanna buy fer marilyn` bub dun haf le~ mayb our gang onli meant to 5 of us? i duno~ coz we haf been stick together fer 4 months plus~ gona 5 months~ we went thru so much things~ go toilet oso go together! everything is together de! nv neglect b4! nv rite~ hehe` i really love u gals~

23/4

juz pass by gen blog! i am so touch by de things she haf wrote!!!! she is really my better half! without u gals, my life wunt be so colourful~ really~ plenty of thx and huggies to *jiayee, gen, claudia, corrine and felicia* even though felicia nv keep on together with us~ bub she is a nice fren to haf!! she is great! hehe` b0bb0b~ once i leave i sure sure will miss u all~ and i swear i will cry when i leave~ omG` feel like crying le~ haha` bub u all muz continue to jia y0u! go0d luck~

*luv my boy and my gang!*