wAt a bOrinG dAy sia~ reach bus-stop early 2day` three of us able to reach sch early too~ they had breakfast` i ate two hush brown~ had EFC lessons~ gone mad in de class~ duno wat happen` mayb to cheer moiself up ba~ cant bring sadness to class de rite` not fair de ma~ after during de end of EFC~ i played tarot cards` from sodohya de~ about i and him de future of coz~ it says` wat he thinks of me is~ selfish, not suitable and many more` all r bad~ i cant say i dun belive` which i find tat it mayb true` i wunt noe rite~ after tat thingy` i really lost moi path~ juz feel like running home stay beside this blog and type out all moi feelings~ yea, i am sad~ i haf been trying to be nice and tok sweetly to him~ hope things will turn out fine~ din care bout his freedom any more~ which i noe he mayb dun like~ juz nw taking bus 124 home de time~ was holding onto our foto` feel like crying~ bub i hold on~ coz bus alot of ppl` =X reached home` drop a tear~ telling moiself be brave plz~ if this relationship really ends juz a few mins mayb` is really dam a sad moment` cherishing each other fer 2 yrs~ bub breaking up need onli 2 mins~ isnt tat unfair? why god muz create lover` and spoil tat lover~ everytime u call me~ dear dear ah~ i love it sho much` tat really wanna haolian around~ bub when we quarrel` u dun care bout me~ u can scream and shout at me in front of everyone~ and i gif in~ i am thinking` is okie tat u scold me~ not u throw face can liao~ bub~ carrying moi bolster thinking of u~ crying and angry~ is all bcoz of u~ every morning eyes swallon de go sch~ sleep in class` [coz din sleep last nite] moi mind is u~! all u! bub u r sleeping soundly~ [every nite] well` be it~ if i can change moi path` i try to~ and i am trying nw` hope u help me with it too~ happen to view thru friendster bulletin~ and u noe wat i found~ [read it, is nice]

The great love that I have for you grows every day.
When I see you, the one thing that I want to do is to marry you.
Our last conversation made me look forward to seeing you again.
If we were married, I know that I would find pleasure in living with you.
I have a heart I want to give to you.
No one is more able to care for me and help me.
I speak the truth.
You will do me a favor to answer this.
Your letters are full of true love for me.
Believe me, I am still your boyfriend."

*i love moi dear veri veri much*