really veri unhappi now~ din no tat gen lied to me~ dam sad` they discuss anything or plan anything oso din tell me~ i think even though they go without me it makes no difference~ coz they onli haf their seniors in mind~ wat else can i say` i really dam surprise when i read moi tag board~ even if i can` i think i will get left behind coz i dun even noe their seniors well~ it really makes me dam mad now~ i dun think i am going fer de BBQ~ i'm sry`