whilE~ i haD fOund bAck mOI micrOs card~ which is at jasmine there de lor~ yesterday work till veri tired~ really ant tahan den i cried lor~ coz i when i gona close de time came in 7 pax~ i stright away sianz 1/2 lor~ den derek ask me can tahan anot~ i really cant stand~ bub i wan to work in order not to think of those things~ den kelvin came to help~ bub i asked him to go back~ he say me wat fer lei spoil moiself~ den he saw me cry~ den reduan came forward to asked me liao~ i kept quiet~ den was pull to tok to jin foong~ told her wat happened~ den she tell me to be careful~ haiz, if really sir wanna aim me` wat else can i say~ i knew wat happen le~ bub i try to keep quiet~ i tok to mack yesterday whether should i resign~ he say is not worth bcoz of 1 person i resign~ bub tat 1 person is a RM` i like all moi working frens~ i juz lub them~ bub` things already been de facts~ wat can i change rite anot~ if he wnna take me out` let it be ba~ dun expect me to cry in front of them rite~ i wont de lor` if i say tat i am not sad~ bascially is lieing to moiself~ is really a nice working enviroment~ bub~ haiz` i really sad bout this~ hOw~ moi mind kept thinking of wat they told me~ tat time i late is really bo bian de ma~ den i din show up~ bub i told him b4 hand le~ i noe he dun like ppl making another decision when schedule is out~ bub wat u wan me to do den~ haiz~ forget it` *lub moi darling*