hAiz~ bAd bad day yesterday~ our class gals quarrel le~ bub hope things goes our fine~ and jiayee` dun angry le* take things dun so seriously le~ hard to carry u noe~ den after sch meet dear` had a terrible fight~ and i really cried like siao~ saw dear history` when to click on it~ found him looking at gals fotos tat he dun even noe de~ was dam fcuk up about it~ mayb i am making de fuss about it~ bub seriously hurt by it~ u juz imagine` wat u think of ur bf is a faithful and careless bout gals de boi~ like wat all his frens say` he is dam faithful~ ans why is bcoz~ "he dun even dare to look at gals" <-- this make moi impression of him fer 2 yrs ish spoiled~ yar i noe, nth to angry about~ bub i am not angry bout it~ is like i am hurt in a way~ i cried hard~ den i was like stay in his living room smoking all de way` he juz in his sis room playing his com` tat makes me hurt even more~ so i walk forward to him` asked him to explain lor` nw here goes our conversation~

me: why u look at those gals foto neh? i noe is not big deal bub why u c?
him: [he hold moi head] dear i love u de. always remeber this
me: u love me den u still c. u wan to c u c in front of me la
him: coz i am bored, they r juz moi frens
me: i still dun understand why. i still wonder u still haf wad i dunno u had been doing
him: i sunpa i din do anything rong towards u, i love u. i dun think i had done rong this time
me: cant u c i am hurt, u look u tell me la. why muz u hide
him: silence [wiping moi tears and pi T]
me: u c them pretty? i had gave in anything tat u wan. wats more u wan
him: lan jiao they pretty! [hold moi head] dear i really love u alot de!
me: [shaking moi head] u making me to trust u lesser from nw`

after this conversation` he cancel off his friendster acc and e-mail~ den he explain to me saying tat they r ah gong ex lor~ he juz wanna c hu r they` and he oso bored lor~ den i say anything and juz kept quiet~ yesterday de whole nite de whole incident keep going thru moi mind~ i should not haf been so big fuss about this~ bub` haiz~ mayb of wat he say easy jealous ba~ bub u noe wat is really scare of losing de one u luv tat much~ u noe hw much ma` great wall of china oso no fight de sia~ things settle off fer nearly 1 hr` dear was like hugging me so tight telling me all his xin li words~ [why muz guys done something rong den can say de neh]` later on around 4 plus` we took cab from his hse to TP pastamania~ dear ate marinara<-- i think so` den me eat de one with bacon, onion and tomato sauce de~ den dear ordered a mushroom soup fer me~ yUm` taste wonderful~ after de foody` i went to work and he go crc lor~coz he wanna go with his frens to lao yu sheng~

so i reached swensens quite early~ with onli, shirley, Ian and sir reduan working~ den i was like` OMG~ why onli they 3` den like alot of customers lor~ i go in to change as quick as i can~ bub still came out not tat fast` coz moi idiot hair la` make me so troublesome~ den go out help le~ was set to be setter runner~ which i hate de most~! time was 5.30~ which i suppose to work at 6~ so i help out shirley while she go makan~! and there is an idiot use moi card and din return~!!!! fuck her CB sia~ better dun lose it` if not i will make u pay fer it~! in mind is shafiqah la~ bub not sure yet` den yesterday i already dam tired liao le~ bub bobian~ den shirley came back fast~ they had meeting` so i, bear and derek care de swensens liao lor~ Ian and shirley cry sia~ sad~! T.T poor thing~ den shirley is back~ pass her back de station~ den i was angry with Ian toking those idiot stuff to me~ den moi mood oso beri down~ so voice was abit to loud towards him~ sRy* asked him to siam when he wanna help me top up sauce~ mack and hwa was shock` 1st time c i throw temper ma~ bo bian~ sry gUys~ i should not had bring such things to work~ den setter and runner war came le~ flood like hell sia~ den chef food is like 1 by 1 come out de lor~ fed up~ setting coming out none stop~ i was totally pissed off by de setting sound~ den behide me de mack keeping on shouting de food name~ den outside de crowd noise is like~ OMG~ too long din work in this enviroment liao ba~ was dam tired~!!!! when i was like topping up chili and tomato sauce is like after 10 liao ba~ bear helped me to throw rubbish~ thx bear~ den i top up de sauce and clean de blue tub~ den i wanna wash de red clothe` is already been washed by moi 2nd assistance chef cook liao~ lOl* nice long name ar~ so i wrap those sauce lor~ den mack saw` he teached me a safer way` of coz i learn la~ after tat i was clearing~ hMm` forget liao le~ i hurt moi hand~!!!!!! blOOd~!!! yUcks~ den i see all like tired liao le~ go kitchen c no more baked rice~ i asked mack, he say bo bian le~ den i asked c and drink soup ma~ he say okie~ so he scooped 3 bowls~ we shared among each other lor~ closed quite late yesterday~ coz of table 14 and 5 lor~ ban crumple, reunion and fu lu shou la~ den ah hwa say bye to me` so cute sia~ i busy topping up sauce ma~ den he say` shuai ge` coz i called him mei nu ma~ den he keep calling shuai ge~ den i say yea? he say bye bye ar shuai ge~ so cute sia~ lOl* ah hui went back to his home town~ ah pui at T1~ sad` lotsa of OTs fer them le~ den mam phet fah came back today~ cas got to go le~ miss phet fah sia~ wonder she got bring pineapple fer me ma~ lOL* i shall end here~ bUai~ enjOy rEadinG pEeps~ *luv dear*