i was alseep` den things happen suddenly` was it a dream or in real life~ i was in class with everyone~ and i fall alseep in class~ dear was beside me all along~ and suddenly i woke up saw him hugging other girls` he walk towards me and said" u wake up liao ar" i din speak a work and say tat i wanna break up~ is tat a joke~ things happen~ frens told me he is a faithfull guy so dun worry~ bub why am i keep dreaming these kind of dreams~ something hinting me or wat~ is he gona leave me sooner or later~ why am i lagging of confidence~ izzit i dun trust him? did he ever dun love me b4~ did he? i am scare~ will he gif me up bcoz i treating him too tight? or bcoz of others~ frens? or other girls? he lie to me again and again~ i forgive him again and again.. is he the one~ or we are facing a puppy love relationship` bub things prove isnt~ does puppy love go fer so long and fight thru things? am i juz dreaming fer this1 yr plus? or izzit a punishment~ why he always say he noes tat i love him alot` bub why dun i feel it~ he trust me bub why cant i trust him~ does he mean it why he say "i love u" we ever break up~ bub is fer 1 days and we patch up~ he dun gif in to me like last time any more~ he throw temper at me when he is not in good mood` bub he cheer me up when i am unhappy~ he say, i changes de whole him` he has no gf b4 onli me in his life~ are he using me or bcoz he really love me~ why muz me always de 1 suspecting him~ *i am soRry*