due to many things. ive decided to change my blog address. yup.

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end.

suddenly Untitled kept running thru my mind. guess the songs really sings out my life. shud i say im happy/unhappy/lucky/unlucky to born to this family. or issit god pose me into a rong family?

im so lost. why i just cant reach de path my path.

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when someone says "you can count on me" do they actually mean it? or they just saying at the point when seeing you such a pity.

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i guess my grammer and english getting bad. i coudlnt express myself anymore
unless im numb,drunk,no feeling.

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where is his shoulder?

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I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me

cant believe i can sit and surf for nearly 3 plus hrs!

HAHA.. cant believe oso just changing de top pic can waste 1 hr plus of my time. time is just so so precious.

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suddenly lost of words...

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this zi-lian guy trying to show off his rebonded fringe! LOL


our legs (:


mine and his


my baby hammy resting on BF hands.


this goldfish, i bought it next day when BF got his new fish tank and new goldfish. so i bought 3 mini 1s to join them. only this manage to survive. the other 2 got outcast awhile later go le. no idea why also.


the rest of de fish. my foto taking skill sux


IF YOU SMELL~~~~~ WATS DE BOY IS DOING? O_O
LOL! alright la. he is stretching. den i go disturb.

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when i have de HWEELING of wat to blog. i'll be back. mayb tired le. off to nap 1st
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失落非主流

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐
怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

i cant say everything out. so just a rough.

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just ate a fulling muffin and a few pieces of pineapple for breakfast. last den 30 mins i got to step out of hse to work.
so unwilling to go to work. thinking of de job scope makes me wanna NUA on bed, be fat.

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have u guys ever been outcast b4? by friends, colleagues, family or even own boyfriend? mayb not really outcast but neglect? i just so feeling it right nw. busy schedule makes him sometimes just so neglecting me. de attention i can see is no longer on me anymore. de past him, just willing to do everything to make me smile. but nw de focus in on friends no longer on me. de patience given to me is getting more and more lil everyday. i feel so afraid knowing and sense so much. coz i rather be dumb to be treated in anyway. rather nw i keep being so down. i can sense " YUE LAO " isnt doing his job over my side. ):

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off to work

BF started sch. i dont think i able to cope back the time. but i guess again time takes place. dragging to feet everyday to work. no mood to work at de place anymore. but i'll still work for de sake for money only. friends... hmm`

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yst my mood was disaster. my mood down for nearly a day. looking at de gyoza container reminds me lots of memories. *and i still haven return to company* HAHA! =D

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something stuck in my butt just dont wanna come out. constipation ):

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I Heart My Boyfriend